My boyfriend broke up with me last night
I feel so horrible. we dated so string for 2 years, and I still love him and his whole family. I knew all of his aunts and uncles and everything. I know it's bad to say after a break-up but I'm hoping he realizes he made a mistake and comes back to me. I got so upset I passed out downstairs and my little sister who was home with me called 911, and I feel like a big mess. I couldn't stop shaking all day and I walked around the block for 5 hours before I drove home. I even changed all my plans so that I could spend the summer with him. I still have just about everything in my room with his face on it, and he still had loads of comics and posters, drawings and toys I made him. I will need to change my journal header soon, but right now I can't. I couldn't even change my relationship on facebook, but he de-activated his entire account on there today anyways. I'm so crushed, I swear I only see things in black and white right now and I don't know what to do with myself. I also found out I have a skin virus that will never go away. It flared up really bad cause I've been upset and it was humid out, but it's called tinea versicolor and It goes away temporarily with antibiotic cream, but will come back again. I'm just waiting for my heart to explode now or something
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However, and this is what I wanted to tell you: this sadness and frustration is not going to last forever. It does feel like it's not going to pass. That is so very true. I feel it too, but I know in my head it is going to pass. It is not going to last forever, and that is what we will have to hold on to.
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Be well dear.
Oh my gosh. I really don't know what to say. It just seems so unreal.
I can only hope that you are doing a little better now than a couple weeks ago. I also hope you found out what caused the break up.
I know I'm not much help (I have no experience with these types of things and in all reality I'm just some chick talking to you over the internet), but I'm sending a piece of my heart to ya!
I mean, even if he's not planning on coming back, it's at least a mental closure to know. And then you'll also know if the relationship is salvageable.
Anyway, there are tons of people who love you here, and i'm guessing you've got more great people in real life as well!! Don't forget that!
I just got the news now because I was away for the weekend, and I wish I could have been there for you. That's really terrible and you don't deserve that at all. I know how much you two loved each other. I'm just so sorry.
You know my number, you can rant to me all you want. And if you need anything at all, don't hesitate to ask.